Thursday, March 26, 2009


I can't seem to understand why people lie? Nor can I understand why people pretend to care when they clearly don't. Do I confront them? Do I let it go?


I am so fuckin' over it! I'm tired of being nice, caring, hardworking, giving, genuine, when so many others are not...

Its just one of those weeks : /

I believe everything happens for a reason, whether good or bad. I am desperately seeking for the light at the end of the tunnel.... the meaning of my life at the moment seems to be the question, along with which way do I go? Where do I draw answers from? Where shall I look for guidance?

Thanks for those who truly care...its seems to be less and less and times goes by, but it still matters a lot to me.

Looking forward to a better day let a lone a better week ;)

Sorry for the random tidbits... I really needed to express it...




  1. I stopped being a door mat when I treated people the way they treated me. The ones who saw it r still around, the others I won't miss. Be honest, be good, but don't let anyone push you. It doesn't mean your a B%&#ch. It means your a human being too.

  2. I can't stand dat shit either!!! Da older I get da more I realize "nice guys finish last" & "good die young" are both too very sad but true statements. U just gotta stay positive & don't let anyone use U...unless U want them!!! Life is what U make it.

    - Mr. 40. Watt -

  3. I think all we can do is to ignore those people who are not nice with us...Focus on things, people you like and try to avoid the idiots. I know it's hard sometimes but I learned: people can be rude with me, but that dependes on me, how long time I waste on them (I mean I try to forget them as soon as possible and do something what I really like). Enjoy your weekend dear, love: Evi